Tuesday, November 17, 2009
♥ 12:37 PM
Wednesday, 18th November 2009
4.50am, on my bed, half sleeping.
What do you think?
You are completely dumbfounded.
You keep thinking, what is going on?
More than half the time,
you dont even know what's going on because you are so distracted!
You need someone to scream,
EARTH TO BIANCA!!
When you are off day dreaming,
you smile to yourself because of those thoughts,
then when you realize it,
you feel stupid.
You keep thinking back,
did that really happened?!
and when you pinch yourself to check,
you get butterflies all over your body,
it doesn't even stop at your tummy!
And when you're there,
just looking into those eyes,
you feel an intensity so fierce that you have to force yourself to look away.
Sometimes,
you forget to breath,
your legs feel like jelly when you walk away.
Honestly,
these feelings scare you because you don't get them happenning to you.
Is it real,
you question.
Better not risk it just yet,
go with the flow,
the pieces will slowly fit.
What would you call this feeling?
When i get there,
i'll tell you.
