Thursday, August 27, 2009
♥ 11:11 AM
Friday, 28th August 2009
"Badump" "Badump"
We've been talking from different states
I've never laid my eyes on a boy this way
All this time I looked away
Over and over I kept playing it safe
Now this time I won't run away
We've never met on a one-night date
I know we'eve never met
Except on the internet
(Except on the internet)
I've got the camera by the bed
So is yours up yet?
Oh I know this is a fast and crazy connection
But you keep monopolizing all my attention
Even though we've never met
Oh I think I'm losin' it.
The glossy screen is taunting me
I look at you and it's where I wanna be...
All this time I looked away
Over and over I kept playing it safe
I'll just cope and find a way
As long as I know you'll always wait
I know we'eve never met
Except on the internet
(Except on the internet)
I've got the camera by the bed
So is yours up yet?
Oh I know this is a fast and crazy connection
But you keep monopolizing all my attention
Even though we've never met
Oh I think I'm losin' it.
Oh I never meant to fall this way
I've never laid my eyes on a boy this way
I know we'eve never met
Except on the internet
(Except on the internet)
I've got the camera by the bed
So is yours up yet?
Oh I know this is a fast and crazy connection
But you keep monopolizing all my attention
Even though we've never met
Oh I think I'm losin' it...
Losin' it by Fallbrooke
You yourself said, love can happen anywhere. I have fallen prey. Do you feel the same?
Friday, August 7, 2009
♥ 9:38 AM
Saturday,8th August 2009I hope you crash and burn with your ride.
Asshole. MFer. I don't even think you've got balls, period. F you for leading me on. All this while, i thought it was me, i thought it was my fault or something. A little relief that i didn't do anything but now i know the reason. Such a girl for not telling me anything. You could have had the decency to tell me that you got over me and moved on with your past but no, what did you do? You left me dangling like a thread, i feel so redundant. I should have never gone against my better judgement. I knew from the beginning that its not going to be a good choice.I should have continued to ignore your online shenanigans but no, i decided to give you a chance and it was that one chance, that mistake, that blew up in my face. I thought you were different, like she said you would be (I'm not blaming you). I slowly let my guard down and felt that spark grow. You gave me all those reassurance and promises that i duped myself into believing. I really, really thought you were not like the rest, even willing to take it slow with me. I am also disappointed with myself for not being stronger like how i was before i made the choice to give you a shot. I SHOULD HAVE LISTENED. Even though i never said anything, you were always on my mind. I AM DISGUSTED WITH YOUR WEAKNESS. You stupid asshole, do you even know how much you're affecting me? At least apologize you bastard. I know that it was over before it even started and it should be easier to heal but i am hurt. There are other issues that are killing me inside and this new blow has just added to my heart ache. I AM HUMILIATED AND ASHAMED OF MYSELF. And it's not normal. I have feelings just like any other human being. I AM NOT A TOY. You thought i didn't bother, i did. You're a ball-less bitch.
