I want to say i don't care, but that's not true. Yeah, you're going to say "see! i knew it!", you know who you are. Only for certain things of course. My self-esteem is tugging at the hem, i don't like to feel the way i feel. It's not healthy. I feel like Eve, once she took a bite on the apple, she was awaken. I mean, i know how to diffrentiate from what's right and wrong. But what is right and wrong now? Seems like it's the norm when you're at this age. You're living behind a veil and everyone else goes through life as a matter of fact, "oh that! that's nothing what!". I know i'll get my chance, at the right time. Even YOU pick on me, you're suppose to make me feel better, suppose to lift my spirits up but all i get are HAHA's in my face, thanks Ma for denying it. Why am i like this? Why are things like that for me? It's all Me, Myself and I, i am being selfish when i know that there are people out there with bigger problems and here i am whinning about petty things. I really hate feeling like this. Feeling like shit.
Purely written from the heart;
Bianca Kallista Kimbel;
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