Wednesday, April 15, 2009
♥ 5:57 AM
Wednesday, 15th April 2009Haven't started with the studying!Almost a week has passed and i have not started with any studying! I don't know why i am procrastinating. Maybe because of the recent distractions. Guy stuff and all. I know that if i don't study, I'm definitely going to flunk economics and advertising, that's for sure. Oh Bianca! Get your priorities straight and stop getting distracted!! So anyways, school has been dreary, Boring modules and all. I have to admit that i have not been listening in class. I think that people in class don't really like miss hani but i think she's alright. She just like's to talk alot about herself but i find her class very interesting. I went home with Jasmine today and had a very intense talk. I enjoyed it though, nice to hear a different persons point of view. Thanks for helping me babe(:Never had these kinds of attention before, it scares me. Why all of a sudden? I just want to be invisible. When i desperately want care and love, it doesn't show itself but just when i am having the time of my life, loving myself, they come running. And then, i'm torn. What should i do? Say yes? Break your heart? As sweet as you may seem, it's just what one would say to win someone over. Do you really mean what you say? Do you really think you love me? You don't know how much i control myself, i just want to hold you. But i'm going to fight myself to see how true all this will be. Give it time.
