Sunday, April 5, 2009
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Sunday, 5th April 2009
Lighter it seems.
Bell came over to Patti's house to take the camera and then she went to meet Tara. Atteh and Uncle Joshua came over later on. Helped Patti cook the Mee Goreng. It was good but i still did not have any appetite to eat so i sneaked and put the noodles on Atteh's plate, Haha. Uncle Joshua shared some word and prayed. It felt really good. I think i should go back to church. I feel really shit about things. I am so very distant from God these days. I mean he's the one that has been protecting me, given me a place in school and i haven't been grateful. Been shooting my mouth off with vulgarities, haven't been praying, acting like he doesn't exist. When Uncle Joshua was praying for me, God spoke through him, he said that he loves me, he brought me to this world for a purpose and he will do great things for me but i have to seek him, If i walk with him, i will not walk in darkness. I just felt so good. After the prayer, I cried and cried and I felt released. I really want to go back to God again, i know he is real but i ignore him. He has done wonders in my life but i have pushed him away. I really want to start afresh with Jesus.
Saturday, 4th April 2009
Not drunk.
We talked alot. Watched the Monster in law and DRANK but we didn't get that drunk like the last time OK! Had Malibu, Moscato and shots of Whiskey. Just needed to unwind ourselves. We stayed up till 5.30 talking. Woke up at 12? Then we went to Tiong Bahru to have breakfast/lunch. Elize headed to town and i went to Patti's house. Tata was sleeping as usual so i had the Television all to myself. I watched Disney channel, Cadet Kelly, when Hillary Duff was young and innocent looking. Tata kept forcing me to eat. I didn't have the appetite to eat, i think it was the drinks or something. I forced myself to eat anyways.
Friday, 3rd April 20091, 2, 3, 4 I 2008
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAVID. The whole time i was talking to you online, i forgot to wish you till later.
Woke up early but ended up meeting Bella late. She told me that she cut her hair real short yesterday, came out of the bus and i got a SHOCK! She looked like a little innocent girl. Figured that the guys would be late at Westcoast so we went to have lunch at Dover market. The chicken rice turned out exceptionally nice. Went up to Johnson's house, he was shocked to see us. He was prissy that we came suddenly because he haven't prepared himself, HAHA, he is always the same. Johnson lied to me! He said his hamster does not bite, when i was playing with it, it licked me for awhile then it BIT ME! Met Damia downstairs and Qi Hui came on the bus. We went to Westcoast together. They bought Nasi Lemak before we went to the park. Poor David Ong, the rest of the guys left him at the pit while they went to David Gan's house to take the rest of the things. Played volleyball while waiting and i sucked at it. We took quite awhile to start the fire, no actually a really long while. I was surprised to see a few of them especially Kok Loong. Had a really good time. The food, the pictures, all of them that came, it was really good. I don't think David saw the cake coming. Hope you were surprised and had a good time. Smashed cake on David and we smelt like VOMIT!! So sick. Stayed at Westcoast till pretty late. The guys were going to have their own sleep over at David's house and Elize and me had our own sleep over at her place.
surprised to see muzzy
trifecta of races.
Naka!
Cliffy!
Dhuvad.
So unglam luh.
Don't ask.
No hard feelings.
Qi yun the man.
We smelt of puke after that.
He is having fun AH!
