Dynamic and Fire I reached school early and way before Jappy! I was helluva nervous for the presentation. Kept practising for the slides. I kept jamming and forgetting what i was supposed to say. Told Mr. Jailani that JiaYi and Nien Ting wanted to be their own group, he was kinda pissed, HAHA, called her the girl who makes noise in class. The class was laughing along and Mr. J said that our presentation was dynamic and had fire. Jasmine was the one that made it funny. I thought that i brought it down but i guess it went well. Most of them dressed formally for the presentation. The most formal dressed group was the the group that was very nervous and i felt that they didn't do that well. We went to celebrate at SUBWAY! Jassy was feeling rich because her mum handed her ATM card to Jassy so she said we'll cab there instead of our usual walk. She also wanted to see the cute guy. He is not cute! Only his ridiculously cute accent. The guys behind the counter kept nudging and smiling at each other. This time i tried Meatball Marinara and the guy asked me if it was OK because he said it was beef. Maybe because i am Indian but i have no preference for food, not really. Those who know me know that I'll eat the one's that that they put aside. That just makes me sound like a pig. I think I'm becoming fatter. The first thing that comes to my mind in the morning is that i need to exercise. Really! I even did crunches and now my tummy hurts every time i try to laugh. Also, i am eating too much. I feel like a man. Love food too much that i can't resist it! OMG, I REALLY SOUND LIKE A BIG FAT GLUTTON! Anyways, Jassy said she is going to say bye to the Subway guys, and she did! When i looked back they were laughing. We walked back to school. I shouted at this Indian boy riding a bicycle. Called him a "MAMA". Can't believe i did that. Spotted this cute guy playing soccer with kids but Jappy said he was not cute, Jassy and me thought otherwise. I dared Jassy to wave at him and she did! We quickly walked away after that. Bussed back home and there was this pervert. Thank God i sat behind him but still didn't stop him from being a pervert. The perv kept looking back at me and stretching his arms backwards. I was feeling scared and i used my book to shield myself whenever he stretched.
I'm a disappointment. I'm selfish. You hate your marriage. You say you are going to die soon. The next morning, you act as if nothing happened. No idea how much pain you caused us. Pray that you wouldn't do anything stupid. I love you no matter what but there is still that barrier that needs to be broken. But how?
Purely written from the heart;
Bianca Kallista Kimbel;
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