Tuesday, February 10, 2009
♥ 7:00 AM
Insomnia?I can't seem to fall alseep. Patti says i think to much while i lie in bed. That's true but i cant help It. I wake up at the slightest of sounds and i can't fall back asleep. This has been happening for Quite a while. Damn, I really want to have a good sleep!
All day,I think of alot of things,"when will i get my pay?", "what's there to eat?","what to take pictures off?", " do i have enough money?", just to name a few. Even when i read a Book, i trail away and daydream.
Orpheus Obsession.I think i am having an orpheus obsession. I can't explain it. I think about orpheus. What Orpheus Does, think, feel, if orpheus thinks about me. It's too much. What makes me think of it More are Books, what i see on the streets. I want to fall but what if orpheus does not want to?What if orpheus falls for eurydice? Too much and they pierce me like shards going through me.
But Nyx told me that im still young. People surpass all our beauty and think we are already Fallen for. And when our time comes, It will be magyckal. All heads will turn and wish their fate The same. But i told Nyx i can't wait for it to happen. I want it so bad it burns inside of me.
