Wednesday, February 18, 2009
♥ 3:22 AM
AT HOME.The starting of school is creeping closer. This coming MONDAYYYYY! I'm nervous. It's going to Be an all new experience. I am so bored at home. I can't say it's the same everyday but i really Wished i did more. In the morning, after i get up, i make myself a cup of coffee and head to the Balcony to read. After Ma's cooked lunch, I eat and wait for Nan to come back home. When he's Home, i have to teach him. I really hate doing this. I know it's sort of my duty but i can't help it.Today is Papa's birthday. He is 43. Old right? I think the age is really making him weird. Like he Thinks he's wiser or something. Still the same. I love you but wished you treated me more like a 17 year old not a 7 year old. I just collected pictures and boy are they goooood. Wish i could post Them but no scanner. I can't believe i had a dream of you! Of all the people in the world, It's got To be YOU! But it was nice. It would never happen in real life but hey, Atleast it was a dream.
Equals.I don't understand this world. Who does? People only see the outside first before they see the Inside. Looks and skins, is that what makes a person? Most of what i've seen, People compare.Know what it feels like to be told you are second to someone? It feels sad. It feels sad to know There's more to you but they don't see it. Well oh well.
Hmmm.You're on my mind.
